A year older, a year wiser - FZLJ

There's nothing much to brag about. I'll probably end my night with heart full of sorrows.
Leaving nothing behind and clearing up all these stained memories.
No, I'm not running away. Just cleaning up.

"Hope for the worst. Prepare for the worst. EXPECT for the worst"

Doesn't help me in any way. I'll let these pain eat me up from the inside.
And probably stay numb. Cause isn't that what I've been good at, right?

"I shouldn't let this bring me down. It's all temporary"

Today wasn't suppose to be one of those days where I'll cry myself to sleep
and struggle to stand on the same ground that brought me down.
Ouh agonizing, tremendous pain. Please, just fade. Fade, far, far away.

'Nuff said. Goodnight, fellas. xx