as the night sets in, i know i'm going to go through the next day with the exact same routine all over again. i dont have anyone now. not even you. i have to adapt with this unfamiliar surrounding. i'm going to keep myself occupied for as long as i could. i lay on my bed, continuing to pretend that everything's going to be all right, even when i know it wouldnt. what can i say? nothing. goodnight. xx